haha yea im in the libary i have to stay here till 330 which is so NOT fun i hate it here its bad enough i have to be here at 720-210 but no i have to stay here like an extra hour boo to that anyway hmm what can i talk about haha i saw nick like 2 minutes
ago he was makin fun of me cuz i dont have my damn adicts shirt yet boo yea anyway hmm haha yea last night when i got of the phone with kevin i was still thinkin about what are "relationship" would be called his whole idea of calling it "friends with benifits" is a good one but not really i mean we made out like a whole what 3 times? but u no i was thinking about how weird it would be if i gave him head or something i mean could u imagine the akwardness its almost funny i dunno i was just thinking about it last night and i just pictured it happening and then us NEVER talking
agian cuz thats probably what would happen i mean thats what happened with mark haha yea but mark was a one time never gonna happen agian thing haha he talked to me a couple of days ago and hes all like when r u coming back? maybe we could hook up agian and i could eat u out and im like ha no and hes like common please it would be soo much to me i really like u hahahahahhahahaha thats soo funny if he really wanted me to believe
that he liked me he should of talked to me after i gave him head hahaha hes so dumb it makes me laugh im so weird when it comes to guys and shit it like doesnt make sense me and kevin went out for what like 3 months?? and we made out like twice and then i get on mike
for no reason give mark head for no reason at all and get on liam like 100 times i dont understand myself im so stupid but like i just think it would be like totally weird if everytime i saw kevin we made it this whole sex fest haha things wouldnt be the same after but i dunno maybe i dont do alot with kevin cuz i never see him but then again if i did see him like everyday i just cant picture doing anything i mean i can but omg the akwardness would be unbareable but u no o well we will see what happens hahaha wow see thats what i was thinking about all night haha im
so weird u no im supre duper bored u have no idea i still have an hour and NOTHING to do i would go sit outside and do my spanish homework but it raining and i dont like doing homework in here its to uncomfortable haha yea ahhh my foots asleep yea u no what else i realized last night i dont think i like tony anymore i mean yea i do just not like OMG I LOOOOVE TONY its dumb tho cuz he does NOT like me even tho
gina saids he does he doesnt i mean i never see him and he barely talks to me so i dunno o well i guess ill just stop talking him for good and get over him but i dunno i kinda dont want to cuz i like him still its just that i dont no what to do i feel like an idiot talking to him but u no o well it would be nice if he told me he didnt like me so then i could be like ok
getting over u NOW haha but o well its not gonna happen oooo well sucks for me anyway im so fucking bored i wanna go home but nooooooo damn it what else can i talk about....14 more days till chicago i CANNOT wait im so excitied u have NOOOO idea i need to call gina tonight yea thats what im gonna do ooo but wait i have this awards thingy tonight booo i dont think im gonna go o well who cares not going ill call gina instead hahaha my
priorities r so great arent they anyway i think im gonna stop and go do something else cuz i have nothing else to tell u guys alright then BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE BYE
