  well hey look who it is... im actually writing in this agian, not like anybody looks at it anyway, i wonder if anyone remembers it...o well i dont care...right now im sitting at my moms work in chicago being totally bored today im gonna hang out with kevin, im excited i dont no what were gonna do but i wanna see the notebook agian so maybe we will do that ANYWAY me and chris will be going out for 9 months on the 19 isnt that crazy?
weve had some rough times latly but i think we can work through it i mean i really do love him but sometimes i think ya know what if i wasnt with him? am i a bad person for thinking that? probably oh yea i want to say publicly how great kevin is... he is so good to me and i dont understand it, he is the bestest friend i could ever ask for just wanted to mention that anyway theres really nothing going on except im TOTALLY bored i colored pictures today and spilled white out all over my hands wonder how im gonna get that off but yea i really miss chris, i miss someone holding me OH YEA my brother was in the hospital for bein drunk stupid fuck o well its his own damn fault.
how come i can never get a hold of gina what the hell o well, u know who i miss melissa and i miss brittney too and of course i miss my baaaaaaaaaaaaby but 2 more hours and im out of here thats it for now it was nice talking to you xoxo teddie 
