  im eating mashed potatoes. i made them myself i watched bubble boy today what a great movie (  i didnt go to weight training)  god damn im so badass school is boring i am possibly the most confusingest person i have ever met before in my life is that even possible?
 is it possible to be in love with someone without knowing their name?  hmm i wonder my stomach hurts now ive come to the conclusion that i am no longer going to write into detail while writing in my blog because this way i can same something withtout explaining EVERYTHING so then YOU people that read this really dont know what im talking about. kinda like a top secret code. i feel like harriet the spy o i have a new floor in my house its totally badass i really dont no what im writing about anymore its kinda jibberish i should make a new blog one of these days.
im kinda out growing this one. ive had it for like ever im very attached hmm i want some lemonade. god damn captin random jeeze i talk about my blog and then say o yea i want some lemonade. that was really my thought pattern to i didnt stop for 5 min and then decided i need some lemonade i was really thinking about how i need a new blog and then i wanted some lemonade.
i dont get myself my dad has been a jackass about my future lately,  every night he comes into my room and says " this is the year teddie,  gotta kick some ass"  but really im so sick of hearing " so,  teddie what are u gonna do for a living,  live in a box?  i so cleaverly respond to this by saying " y yes of course thats my dream to live in a box under a bridge and eat crickets for the rest of my life"
 people r so stupid i really dont no what i wanna do with my life,  i thought i wanted to be a pyschiatrist but just the fact that i can barely spell the profession makes me think twice,  i told my dad i wanted to be a writer he said " yea be a writer if u want a one bedroom crap apartment with no running water"  who needs running water anyway?  and its not like im gonna be living with anyone else except for myself so y would i need more than 1 bedroom?
 my dad is all into me making money,  and living it large,  i dont want to " live it large"  i wanna live it small,  i would rather get up every morning happy with the what im doing than force myself to wake up and suffer through the day thats just me i guess the little things in life make me happy ok well im done writing for today but i bet you 100$  i will post at least 1 more time tonight,  what?  i cant help it 
