  ok well this little message right about here goes out to kevin because he needs to learn how to actually trust people. first off i didnt do shit abd for u to break up with me because u ASSUMED i had someone else on my mind was soo wrong of u i cant believe u would actually think that i would do that to u. then obviously all the shit u have ever said to me wasnt true because u didnt even talk to me before u made the decsion to break up with me. and whats gonna happen when u do realize tomorrow that what u did was wrong and that i do realy love u and i do really care about u and everything and u try to apologize like u do every fuckin time u pull shit like this and i dont take u back because i actually sat down and talked to some people and i think they knocked some send into me.
because what they said so makes sense. for u to make me feel this way(  the crying,  the shakening,  the puking,  the cutting the everything)  then ur not worth it and im probably better on my own right?
 but it hurts so much to say that cuz i really do love u and i really do care about u and all that shit u said to me the night before i really did believe but i guess it wasnt true and theres a part of me thats wants to tell myseld everythign will be fine and it will be like nothing ever happened but theres another part of me that says maybe this is better because then i wont have to think about u all the time and i can move on with my life but then i dont want to cuz i REALLY do love u but the thing i dont understand is i didnt do ANYTHING!
 really i didnt do anything and everyone i talked to tonight didnt understand either they all said they no i would never ever ever ever ever cheat on u in any possible way ever and for u to not understand that its fucked up seriously fucked up how can u be so closed minded so inconsiderate so wrong to think that someone who tells u they love u and means it with all their heart and would give the world to u would ever want to hurt u in anyway i dont understand it and obviously if u really think i liked this kid or really was obssesed with him u really dont no me at all 
