well yea i was having a good day but now im crying last night me and tony had pretty interesting conversation and kevin being kevin read it and now hes all like i hate loving u its so stupid it would better off if u made out with tony so i would have a reason to stop loving u i mean what the fuck i didnt do ANYTHING its fuckin bullshit and just the fact that hes not gonna talk to me now and hes in the processes of trying to forget about me maked me feel like shit cuz i dont no what im gonna do without him hes like the reason y im here i have never been
this upset over anything like this before and i dont no what to say its like the first time in my life im speechless i fuckin hate everything right now and i wish i was gone so i wouldnt have to worry about it u no if i was dead things would be better right? so then i wouldnt be hurting everyone right? i dunno im just really really upset and i dont no whats gonna happen
