  haha alright last night was REALLLLLLY fun!  so we go to the woods and whatknot at first i was like omg there are so many people here i dont no anyone i feel stupid but then muligan was introducing me to everyone and i was like this is fun. haha but once i got afew beers in my a was talking to eveyone. haha and this kid cray,  well his real name is danny and his porno name is dizzy and i call him crayfish and kristin cals him craydawg but anyway so this kid right we were talking the whole night and he just got out of jail for stealing acar,  hes 18,  his favorite color is blue and his birthday is oct 18th anyway haha so i make out with this kid right.
haha it was so much fun and then " crayfish"  told me hes gonna buy me a purple teddybear before i leave cuz purples my favorite color and he calls me teddybear haha ANYWAY i talked to this kid greek and he called me a tease i was like um no and haha this kid paul was like. i like girls that wear abercrombie and fitch.  and im like HEY!  im wearing aercrombie and fitch.
and hes like exactly my point. haha so yea tonight was alot of fun,  and i came to the conclusion that i dont feel stuipd anymore and i like them. well now i gotta tell u about what happened when i get home. ok so me and cassie spend the night at my house. and my brother,  westin and riley and her crack head dog max were here haha it was funny cuz i was DRUNK of my ass and westin craped all over and i couldnt clean it up and my brother was on " protest"  so haha cassie did it,  and then my good friend chris came over and brought me food,  it was a surprise. hah i really was surprised. well i didnt sleep much cuz i was eiher to hot,  to cold,  couldnt find a place to sleep or the dog attacked me and then finally when i sleep the baby wakes me up at the crack of dawn,
 so right now im a lil hung over haha so is my mom and aunt its great. they just woke up and look like crack whores but yea for some reason i have that feeling i used to get when i would tlak to kevin. it wont go away,  maybe that means im gonna puke?  i dont no but i definitly dont like it cuz i dont have a reason to have this feeling. cuz im not talking to kevin and im not in love. yea i think im gonna puke. but right now im shaking so much i can barely talk so ill catch u guys on the flip side 
