  NICE GUYS FINISH LAST: have u ever felt like youre little world was flipped upside down and you were holding on by a thread of survial? okay well thats what i feel like. i am getting to the point where i just want to puke all over everyone.
im so sick of people acting like theyre 4th grade bitches. i didnt do shit to anyone. do i sit here and talk shit about people in my blog, no...i did once and yes i do say that was a mistake and when i was asked to take it out i did, but really it almost makes me laugh when someone says o dont vote for teddie, lets all hate teddie...like its really gonna piss me off when i dont win a stupid election in photo club. i mean come on people, its photo club and i personally dont care if youre mad at me or not. i do care to a certain point tho, like i care when people i care about are pissed at me for other peoples problems, that i just dont get.
can someone please inform me on what the point of talking shit about someone is? i mean if you dont like me, dont like me...u dont have to talk about it every 4 seconds.
the one thing i dont get tho, is what did i do to you? i never once said ew shes a skank behind your back, sure i said things but i said them to your face and you knew how i felt, i have opioions on things too, if i didnt i wouldnt be human. i try so hard to make sure everyone is happy and i always try to see the best sides of things but i guess that doesnt matter anymore. so u lied, sure lieing is bad but im over it, i dont care anymore, but the fact that this situation has been dragged and stabbed 100 times has made me feel y should i talk to u anymore? y should i try make things better? because today i was going to do that, today i was gonna try and make things better, because thats what i do, im the nice guy. but the fact that these other people need to stretch everything into a mini soap opera makes me not care anymore. if you hate me, hate me more power to u, if u wanna talk shit about me, talk shit about me high five to u just keep it to urself.
im done trying i seriously am, y should i bend backwards for anyone anymore, i feel sick now because today i actually though maybe things can work out but i guess not, i just cant believe that i was willing to make things better and i was willing to say i was sorry and i was willing to work somehting out but after today and after hearing all the shit that went down im done. i guess nice guys really do finish last, and im in last place. 
