im so pissed off today i hate the way my dad and brother always find a away to make me feel like shit its like they want me to kill
myself i dont understand it everytime i open my mouth im told to shut up and they dont want to hear my talk what the hell is that suppose to mean how am i suppose to react to something like that they treat me like im nothing and wonder why i cry almost every day and lock myself in my
room its soo dumb and now i cant go to chicago for spring break my mother wants to go somewhere else its like ok i get no say in it at all going to chicago is the only thing in my life i look forward to its like the only place i can go and feel like im wanted most
of the time and now i cant even go there its so stupid i cant wait till i can go live somewhere else and actually have control over my life and not have people always put me down and make me feel like shit i want to run away so bad so i dont have to deal with shit anymore i hate it but i dunno i just hate living here i hate living period o well
