  alright welllllllllllllllllll since i decided NOT to go to greeks ive been sitting at home ALL by myself and now gina and cassie have cheerleading so im BORED out of my mind. i started a new book. im on page 73 haha i like it cuz the main character has red hair,  green eyes,  and a big butt just like me i watched drumline and started some other movie and then start teenage mutant ninja turtles 3 and decided it is the worst ninja turtles movie EVER so i made myself something to eat instead. didnt feel like eating so i threw it out and then i read all my old poems and that made me cry and then i found a picture of me and kevin being all cute and since i was already crying it made me cry even more and jeeze its only 7 and ive already accomplished so much by myself now i have a headache and feel like shit.
im so bored. i dont no what to do with myself see these are the days in which i wish i had a bf. empty house to myself all day and all night. sitting here alone. get my drift?  i wish i could just find some random guy make him fall in love with me and live happily ever after man i can dream right?
