  alright well im still at cassies listening to Alkaline Trio and watching some disney movie. the one with the teacher that pretends hes dead and the red head that goes and finds out what went wrong. whats that called? hmm i dont no ANYWAY yea so cassie is still at greeks. and im really bored i was thinking earlier today what kinda old person im gonna be. am i gonna be the weird old lady down the street with the smelly house that cant show her face in the sunlight or the cute lil old lady that have 100 different colored socks to match every outfit. ha i was sitting at Dominicks with my mom today watching all the people walk to their cars and i saw this one guy. he had 2 little kids with him. they were so cute and the dad and his 2 kids were playing on the lil merry- go- round and having a great time but as i watched more i could tel the dad was a huge alky and it made me really sad. i wanted to cry. these poor lil kids have to grow up knowing daddys a drunk. it really makes u think and u have to say to urself god damn im so lucky and its totally not fair that u get to grow up with lil problems u think are so huge and these poor lil kids out there dont have familes or comfort or places to go to and they grow up knowing mommys a slut,
 the person they call daddy could be some random man on the street or mommys always so sad 2 depressed to go on,  the man they call dad is always drunk,  yells all the time it really makes u think is ur life all that bad?
 its such a horrible thought to think about all those kids out there that have NOTHING and while we sit in our 4 bedroom house with so much food in the fridge to make us fat for weeks we still complain while its 20 below and we sit at home with the heat on curled up on the couch watching some movie complaining were so bored u gotta think what about those people that live in the box in the alley and those lil babies with crack whore moms that leave them in the street to die.
its such a horrible world we have these inconciderate lil bitches that piss fits because they got pepporoni pizza instead of cheese and theres those people that if their lucky they might get something to eat for that week i wish i could do something about it i wish i could help. i mean i sit here and complain and complain about how BAD my life is and how i want to kill myself and blah blah blah but really when u think abotu it my life is gold compared to some.
yea i have some fucked up things in my life but to others they would KILL to have what i have its so sad to watch these stuck up kids complain because their HORRIBLE parents got them braces and for their birthday they only got 27 presents instead of 29 it makes me sick to my stomach it just makes u think haha sorry i did tihnk haha alright well im out peace 
